Edawayac_Tosscount
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I knew one guy like this in college. He would drop everything to help just about anyone. He was popular with women in the sense that they all raved about what a prince he was. None of them dated him and as far as I know he graduated with his virginity intact.
"Literally me" would be hyperbole, but I feel kinship with this guy insofar as I was eager to help with classwork, except I went out of my way to help attractive women less because I realized what it would look like if it appeared I was simping. Unfortunately, being just enough of a normie to understand how I might be perceived for my actions wasn't enough to overcome aspie mannerisms.
If I must tie this personal anecdote back into culture war issues, I'd like to cite "Autism is the real Blackpill," but a DuckDuckGo search and a Google search isn't turning up anything. Did I just hallucinate this piece? Does it sound familiar to anyone else? I'd like to have another go at it and see if its sources actually held up, or if I just gravitated towards assuming whatever says the worst about me is accurate - a dangerous bias.
Your descriptive view on consciousness is identical to mine, but, rather than feeling spiritual wonder, any time I ponder it too long I feel like the protagonist of a Lovecraft novel: it is unnerving that something so subtly incongruous exists, and also, what are the odds (absent some anthropomorphic religious priors) that the true explanation of consciousness is also one that would leave me contented by it?
I now realize I have a depressive outlook.
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