Kurtosis_Cobain
Kachow!!!
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Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
here though I am busy asking it some real dumbfuck questions like ''what do they think about body hair?'' or ''will xyz stay with their broke boyfriend?'' GPT has been surprisingly accurate with it's lens of perception, it said that xyz would indeed be loyal to their broke boyfriend during transitory periods but would not stay with someone who's default orientation is being a bum
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
and doesn't that induce a 1984-esque scare within you? it can accurately guess your opinion on pretty much every topic out there, taboo ones, political issues or even something as frivolous as opinions on pop-culture debates, all using a simple picture. I will be using this on Hinge-matches next
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
did you actually read that paragraph I wrote? I am feeding it pictures of these people, and asking it to come with personality archetypes based on their pictures alone, and then asking the LLM questions about how the person would approach real-life situations. The LLM even guessed which one in the friend group has experimented with polyamory. Note that I made sure to not feed any additional information except a simple picture with no obvious giveaways featured, all my friends look like the average simple adult and we all dress/present rather simply, nothing too flashy and no obvious personality trait leakage is present in our appearance, at least on the first glance. Most strangers would not be able to guess that the individual in question is into polyamorous dynamics, there is no obvious giveaway in their appearance, absolutely nothing that would align with the common stereotypes in media about poly-people, yet the LLM guessed accurately.
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
he isn't aggressively beating his own jaw lmfao, it's more akin to gua-sha-ing your way through bone smashing, like he sure as hell isn't causing himself serious injury
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
I have no clue why everyone continues to dog on that kid? he just seems like an autistic, scared 19-year-old. Care to explain why everyone and their grandmas hate that man in particular to the insane degree that I see online?
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
I have no clue if this fits the Culture War banner: but lately, I have been feeding my LLM pictures of my friends and colleagues, asking the LLM to build archetype sets of their supposed personalities based on the countenance of their faces and their overall demeanor. My main tool is ChatGPT, surprisingly my favorite one out of the entire coterie of the competitive Silicon Valley releases, despite its Teutonically autistic Modus operandi. Insofar, GPT has managed to be quite accurate about these people that I personally know, once it has built its personality archetype basis for the person, I will ask it questions about how the supposed individual will approach ethical dilemmas and life decisions in general. It has accurately guessed which ones of the friend group are in relationships, what kind of partners they attract and how many children they wish to have/plan to have/already have. It even guessed which one of my friends is going to head for fertility insurance treatments like egg freezing etc. GPT accurately picked up on the eternal Peter Pan/Puer Aeternus friend in the group and his weird approach to romance, mainly his restlessness and inability to process anything other than momentary thrill. I then proceeded to ask GPT to match their faces to their anonymous social media profiles, which it did with surprising accuracy. Note that I was extra careful to not feed it more information than required, it rightfully guessed which ones in the friend group are academically oriented and which ones are internet poisoned beyond repair, the scary questions about political beliefs also turned out to be absolutely correct. GPT managed to identify which ones are the most likely to attend in-person protests, one of them has actually been arrested in real life for being part of those on campus student protests. Once again, note that nothing about these people looks too ''out there'', no dyed hair/piercings/tattoos etc. No ostensible signals of rebellion (even though I don't think any of the aforementioned qualify for displays of rebellious streaks anymore) but they all look like well-mannered UMC adults, no real giveaways in those candid pictures I uploaded. GPT precited that one of my current romantic interests is highly likely to be on Bandcamp, which happens to be true. It even predicted the content creators/blogs/YouTube channels they would all follow, which turns out to be true, as corroborated by previous interactions in the group chat. GPT also happened to accurately guess the one guy is an SSC-RSP-Motte orbiter LOL. So, as it turns out, the book can absolutely be judged by the cover.
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
how does any 20-year-old pay for storage fees? there's real logistical and economic considerations at play here even if biology only reserves it's kudos for the youngest candidates
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
the problem with introverted fucks like you is that your isolation stems from conceit, you are convinced you are alone by choice and volition and not because you had to get accustomed to your pariah status that only got more ossified over time through repeated social rejection (whether you choose to acknowledge this or not). People around you likely do not hold you high in their opinion and you probably don't even understand what all you are missing out on, at least try to figure out the mental configuration those supposed ''normies'' operate from and then reject it once you have proven your ability to be a part of that social cohesion. The most insufferable dudes I know are both introverted and arrogant about their solitary status
Kurtosis_Cobain
1mo ago
day of the true Sabbath seems like the only fitting one if Mammon is who we wish to invoke. Hava Nagila every Saturday it should be
Kurtosis_Cobain
2mo ago
how is your health? do you get exhausted pretty easily, do you mostly feel tired? you are operating with this weird ''presence avarice'' and I am wondering if this is just you being really exhausted just surviving, so you are left with very little in your emotional budget to share yourself with others. You must understand though, investing in relationships is important, even if you don't particularly ''feel'' the need to.
Kurtosis_Cobain
2mo ago
you would love the new Asterisk Mag post on painkillers, basic information but still pretty good.
Kurtosis_Cobain
2mo ago
what you are also looking at is more reporting in queer relationships, the recipient lesbian usually is empowered enough to seek her way out if things go south or get litigation/filing involved. Within a heterosexual relationship however, the recipient woman will likely find more emotional support and ways to cope so leaving a pragmatic alliance like a marriage doesn't make too much sense, if things aren't super horrible and danger isn't imminent. However, this is changing and most women even in hetero-relationships will try to get out at the very beginning of violent outbursts.
Women in general seem to like getting official enforcement involved, with officiating labels that give them a sense of security in the personal realm, lesbians also get married more, thus the misunderstood ''high divorce rate'' statistic that floats around. In general, women are trained to ''secure'' resources and alliances, and the current culture also empowers them to walk out more if things go south. For a queer woman to have fought against the practical norm of hetero-relations (let's be real, the hetero coupling is the best pairing for a multitude of socio-economic reasons), then to have gone so far as to get married to another woman requires a certain level of resilience and ability to strongarm (being queer is genuinely difficult), so the chances of such a person remaining passive and accepting abuse is fairly low, they are likely self-reliant enough to report and get out quick.
Kurtosis_Cobain
2mo ago
when I am too wired, I use theanine to calm me down. I have started sleeping naked with eye-covers and I make sure that there's no light peeping in the room while I am sleeping. I cannot cut back on my daily caffeine intake, unfortunately, due to a multitude of reasons and I am not proud of it. I have however found ways to counter it's deleterious effects, high dosages of L-theanine on the weekends so I can sleep peacefully with minimal interference, warm showers help too. I would also look into training practice times, make sure it's earlier in the day and not later because exercise does charge you up in a way, I do know quite a few runners who use energy chews and honey stingers, make sure you aren't inducing any of these in your system and are eating adequately, inappropriate nutrition can lead to poor sleep too but most of these things are likely obvious to you.
I don't agree with the people in here who think meditation or reading will help, when the body is too stressed or wired, none of those things really help, I do have a weird hunch that it's some other obligation/life stress that is eating at you and is needlessly stressing you out, do attend to it if this indeed is the case. The quickest fix is probably a joint (I know, sorry!!!) and 1000mg of L-theanine, which is a lot but I have resorted to it on a few occasions, because the fatigue was more dangerous for me
Kurtosis_Cobain
2mo ago
sleep naked
Kurtosis_Cobain
2mo ago
the recipe sounds great but I am not entirely certain if this will fraternize well with your parent's digestive tract considering how overwhelming all of this sounds together with the heavy fats, there's a reason why the ice cream shakes work
Kurtosis_Cobain
2mo ago
teutonic 'tism is peak coconut culture and kept the ancestors safe from dying in the winters, your peachy genetic framework can likely never comprehend having to prioritize strict discipline
This woman who likely never understood the dating landscape and never ''came into her own'' felt like she had lost the ability to steer the wheel of her own ship and got desperate. There is an element of searching for structure and direction in abuse and mistreatment when one feels like they aren't fit to maintain their own proforma, which for a multitude of reasons most women will end up succumbing to. For the neophyte in the alien territories of heterosexual unions, the dangerous man is best kept close, for evil can't strike you down if you manage to somehow keep it close by (think of the Wattpad Mafia boss fantasy), the victim woman's inertia attracts the abusive man's intensity, the willing pit finds the meteoroid that will crash into it. The man also seem to have brought social capital, in her mind, it likely went somewhat like this; the forlorn maiden at the end of her supposed bloom has been chosen by the ''Life of the Party'' social butterfly of a man who has so many options, yet went for this lucky girl. Lots of ways this likely made perfect rational sense in her mind, with the actual abuse not completely unexpected but part of her internally fantasized prophecy, one that is built on the idea of perpetual doom and gloom, and also one that she likely will never admit to, out loud. This still isn't a complete loss, except for the psychologie torture, though part of me wonders if she would simply fill that pit inside her regardless of what life configuration she would have wounded up in, if not for this. This of course isn't condoning the real abuse she likely dealt with, I am merely attempting to understand why she did what she did, despite the gut instinct telling her not to.
I pay for GPT and I still get some really choppy images, especially if I have been in the chat log for too long, I think they just want everyone to eventually buy the most expensive version out there, which at some point I was frustrated enough to opt into whilst preparing my doc and working under some dastardly timelines. I am glad I eventually decided against upgrading to a higher tier and only utilized the Go-Pro I have had for a year or so.
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