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I am interested in trying ketamine, preferably I since it's more effective for depression.
Perhaps it's unfortunate that I often think Nick Land is right when sober. To be precise, more directionally correct than any other contemporary philosopher or writer. I hate the man and his ideology, I don't want the future he imagines and dreams of to come to fruition. I want something human to survive into the far future.
Alas, I must still concede that it's a very real possibility that the techno-capital singularity consumes us whole. It won't surprise you to learn that I spent a good while on the trip worrying about the Singularity. I do that while sober too.
I'm much more optimistic, in that I believe that much of the aspects of ourselves we consider to be distinctly human are actually necessary qualities of intelligence, and there will be many ways that even a superintelligence is human or hyper-human. And I would also rather see humanity gone and replaced by an able and energetic intelligence than eternally humiliated in something like a WALL-E future.
On the actual point of the conversation, SWIM would recommend to SWIY to be sure to source high-quality ketamine and start with small doses. If SWIY cuts out a line that looks like what you see in the movies he's going straight into the Interstellar black hole, that's what usually ruins ketamine for people. Put a nature documentary, some youtube drone footage of Iceland/Cape Town/Japan, or a cyberpunk anime on TV.
I've been surprised by how difficult it is to find ketamine in Scotland, it's far easier to come by down south. I think that I'm most likely to go through the hassle of an IV infusion on medical grounds, the subjective effects don't appeal to me nearly as much as the benefits for depression. But good to know, I'm open to it!
I suspect somewhat that the experienced effects of psychedelics are less important for long-term mood changes than they look. Or, at least, that it's actually more productive to hang out with friends or watch a good movie than it is to strive after "insights" during a trip. Medical grounds are probably the easiest way to get ketamine, but there's always TOR.
I did end up hanging out with friends and mostly enjoying it. I've got a full essay almost cooked in the oven, if you want, I can ping you when it's out. Might even be tonight, given my observed preference for procrastination when it comes to studying for my exams.
(I am perhaps unnecessarily scared of the DW, but it strikes me as a bit of a hassle. I'd have to buy crypto, and I live on a visa. Eh, it's an option for the future!?
With regard to the darknet, I would recommend - if it becomes an option of interest to SWIY at some point - going on Dread (darknet reddit) and browsing/lurking to figure out how things work for people living in the UK. The advice on there is generally good, but you have a ton of privacy rights in the US that I don't know if the UK has (e.g. the government can't open your mail willy-nilly). But my understanding is that DNMs are a significantly bigger phenomenon in the UK than the US adjusting for country size.
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