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WRT masturbation specifically, from a therapeutic standpoint my understanding is that children can and do sometimes discover it at an early, pre-sexual age absent any sort of sexual abuse. There is even some debate about whether some observed fetal behavior/movement in the womb is actually masturbation! For whatever it's worth, while my earliest concrete memories date back to 4-5 years old, some of those memories are of masturbating. I don't remember discovering it, mind, but I do remember it as being this strange sort of urge that would come over me from time to time. Puberty/sexual awakening also happened for me at a normal age, and it was at some point during that time of my life that I connected the dots and came to understand that what I had been doing was masturbating. I've also never had a single nocturnal emission in my entire life, but then, I don't think I had any periods of complete sexual abstinence greater than six weeks or so before my mid-thirties.
As for the rest of your broader post, I share several other symptoms. I am a disordered eater myself, either over or undereating depending on what's going on with me and I was a chronic undereater as a teenager. I've always had occasional problems sleeping and the most reliable sleep aid that I've found for myself has been pointing a small fan at my head and turning it on before going to sleep. That habit broke in my 20s and although I'll still sleep with an oscillating fan during the summer months, it's not something that I practice any more. I didn't have chronic tendinitis when was younger, nor did I ever experience a rash of UTIs. I do, however, have above average social anxiety, part of which manifested as keeping my head down and throwing games and the like to keep the peace with more sensitive friends, and looking back in my past, I can identify it in my behaviors then even though I didn't know what I was dealing with. In fact, I'm confident that masturbation as a young child was an unconscious coping mechanism to deal with my own otherwise high strung nature. Ultimately, my own sleep and anxiety issues are a result of being on the spectrum, which were it not for you saying that you seemed to have excellent physical coordination, I would otherwise suspect could be the case for you as well.
You seem to have a lot going on with irregularities in your life, and I sympathize with you when you say that you feel that it's unfair. It sounds like you put a lot into your own well-being, though, and that's actually pretty awesome if not a superpower in its own right and I encourage you to keep it up.
Also, I don't think I put that much into my own well-being right now. It might have sounded like that, but like I said I think I was able to induce anhedonia, which when combined with some momentum makes it seem like you are very disciplined, when you actually aren't. It's some kind of weird cheat code that nobody talks about, but if you can annihilate pleasure you can seem to do a lot of good things for yourself, but think that's a path as wide as a razor's edge and all that. I wouldn't be surprised if some of my issues were because of that forced anhedonia. Now I'm no longer anhedonic, or at least much less so, and I want to try and build discipline/will power and direct it toward improving well-being the right way, but I am definitely lacking in will power and discipline because I coasted for a long time on anhedonia.
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