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User ID: 2341

Banned by: @Amadan

BANNED USER: perfomative belligerence and declaring no desire to follow rules

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User ID: 2341

Banned by: @Amadan

I knew that the majority of users here would want me dead after I expressed support for the only historical figure ever who stood for people like me. The handful rest would kill me for some other characteristics if I revealed them. So go on, ban me in a symbolic way of advocating for my death, I expect nothing less. After all, I would put a screwdriver through your eyeballs if I could.

There are no goals I can make progress towards. Screwing a young pretty intern? I'm too ugly and disgusting. Stopping the planetary sweep of the woke ideology? Ask a Roman how well they fared against Christianity. Anything in between is the same, there was a math theorem about things between two endpoints, I forgot how it's called or what it proof is.

You just modded me for my amount of empathy towards females, remember that? It's the same thing. I'm sick and tired of being forced to extend my hand towards people who want to see me killed. That guy's dead family would have cheered and hollered watching me whimpering before my execution by their preferred government, why the fuck do I have to be a bigger man?

Let me tell you about tumblr user L.-I. who is one, max two degrees separated from people with tumblr accounts from here. That user takes numerical evidence of being better than other people, like ELO, extremely seriously. Even I, who enjoys to an unhealthy extent an opportunity to feel superior to somebody, find this somewhat obsessive. And one time I made a mistake of commenting under a complaint of being useless as a writer on the account of how few reviews and likes a fanfic received, that the quality of writing is only one aspect, maybe not even the dominant one. There's timing, networking, catering to popular tastes in fandoms and tropes, so on and so forth. The mistake was that, apparently, all that and more had been taken into account already. And still, barely any readers. Tell me Will, if somebody like that writes only for the result to perish unseen when AO3 servers are taken offline, what chance do I have with my stilted words and this tiny comment taking me more than ten minutes to compose?

Edit: and, to be clear, I didn't give up without trying. My latest foray into writing a fanfic got whole whopping 111 views after more than a year. The only question about an original work would be if that figure would be 1 order of magnitude lower, or 2.

This forum is not a personal blog, but we're low and deep enough by now. There is a feature usually only seen in books and games that I've always wanted in my home. After boozing enough over the course of a week or two I implemented that home “improvement” project. The satisfaction afterwards? Less than an hour total, there are some bottles and some porn I've thought back to for longer by now.

Going against the juggernaut of an ideology that is progressivism/woke/whatever you want to call it? No thanks. It can make transnational corporations jump. (As an aside, I wish we lived in a cyberpunk world, that'd be an improvement.) I'm deeply unhappy, that's an astute observation. The world is rapidly going to shit, people en masse are espousing something that to me sounds profoundly insane, and something or other is going to kill me soon.

20 years from now I'm dead. Even 2 seem dicey. And I'm not going to spend them working more than the barest minimum if I can't even get hot sex from it.

I would be inconsolable if my family were executed, but only because they're my family. I'm just a weak human and not a flawless embodiment of righteous political judgement.

I actually can't. I have no rent or mortgage and I provably can survive on ramen and cheap vodka. I'm against travel on ideological grounds. Entertainment can be pirated. Any other I'm missing?

I'm going to take a page out of the tankie playbook and say that if your friend's family suffered, it must mean they were commie bastards who deserved it.

Ok, you got me there, no amount of status I can achieve without breaking into the upper strata, which requires more politics than straightforward work, with that being something we all motte autists are ill-equipped for. You in particular should know the importance of the right location of a summer house.

Asserting women have no intrinsic enjoyment of hobbies is a misogynistic generalization.

I try very hard to bring my empathy for the opposite sex to the level they have for mine, thank you for noticing!

or not trying to sleep with a subordinate

One of the reasons I gave up on any career is the realization that no amount of status will compensate for my enormous unattractiveness. If one can't screw young pretty interns, why even bother doing even the bare minimum?

There was always a contingent of women into anime and they're into the cosplay scene a bit

It's just finding their niche as a large fish in a small foul fond. The quality of the men simping over them is abysmal, but the sheer quantity per one woman does translate into a quality of its own. I don't think I've ever seen female enjoyment of a hobby disentangled from social and status reasons.

If it's the plane out of a gathering, I found the way I want to go out.

This is only tangentially related, but just today I watched this year's instalment of John Wick, and the episode's smug asshole discharged how he doesn't believe in second chances, because those are for the men who fail. The obvious to me rejoinder is that if you select for men who never fail, over a long enough timeline you will end up with people who never do anything at all. And looking at our real world, what outside of the digital realm has been done in half a century?

I really like how several people have already explained to you that the game controller is one of the sanest parts of the debacle, but you continue to treat it as a slam dunk.

No, I checked, it was you who recently said that you're glad people of my ethnicity are dying. Fuck you all, I hope the AI will be a paperclipper.

I do remember previous decades, you know. I had reasonable expectations of surviving those that preceded '20s. Hell, even you personally want people like me dead, if I'm not mixing up the usernames all blurred up in my vision currently.

Lockdowns, BLM riots, Ashli Babbitt, the protest in question, and the Ukraine are not enough of SHTF for you? Anyway, I am merry! I cry gin-scented sentimental tears every night when I read HFY-type stories and imagine a species that wouldn't want my death because in the automated era I'm net negative for the controllers of the AI, a filthy carbon producer and meat eater, and a White male.

Nothing should be done because nothing can be done. You trying to mock him is in reality the accurate summary of the situation.

So you can’t win the smallest battles, you’re always losing, and you’re never going to do anything. Is that your plan?

I don't know about his plan, but mine the last couple years has been to drink myself to death.

There are two things I miss from Reddit here: comment counts on collapsed threads, and autogenerated throwaway names.

Just be a +1000SD genius, bro, it's that easy. I find the approach of using Hawking and Dinklage as examples somewhat counterproductive. Those two successful (I'll take your word for it) marriages, how long ago did they start, by the way?

Ha, this is such a female way to write. If a guy wrote “when I read women’s opinions on men and interactions with men it gives me this disgusting skin crawling feeling all over that makes me want to puke. I wish I was born gay” he’d come across as a histrionic fruit-cake and would get mocked into the shadow realm for being an incel instead of receiving 200 upvotes.

When I read women's opinions on men and interactions with men it makes me see red that makes me want to follow in Ted Bundy's footsteps. I wish I was born gay.