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My father just got out of a biopsy. It looks like his cancer might be back. They're keeping him for observation overnight, and I'm heading down in the morning if he's physically up for a visit.
I feel adrift. Throughout my life, my father has been one of the only points of stability that I have ever had, and I think he's dying. Every success that I have ever experienced is because I listened to his advice. Even when our relationship has been beset by physical distance, I've always felt that I could rely on him in a way that no one else in my family could offer.
What do you do with a pain so enormous that you can't even feel the edges of it? How can you be there for someone when you don't know what to do?
The idea of pain you can't feel the edges of is familiar. My (then) 5 year old boy almost died once and while he was in the hospital I felt this big gigantic black pit open up inside of me and start draining all of the color out of life. It was a deep, deep feeling of doom I'd never felt before. I can still remember it and get tense. He made a full recovery quickly and I just have a distant memory of this now but if he had died I'm sure that doom would follow me around for a long time. I'd try talking to others about this and seek counsel.
It's probably a little different when it's your father instead of your son, since losing your parents is part of the natural order and losing your kids is not, But I just wanted to just get across that I felt something like this too and you're not alone.
I don't really know. But if it were me that was dying and my son had to watch, I would expect to see him feeling sad and vulnerable but also hope to see signs that he'll be fine without me. That the things I taught him prepared him well for life and that my missteps will be forgotten (or at least understood), that he will miss me and remember me fondly.
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